21 years it has been...

salaam,

25th October 2006...i'm celebrating my 21st birthday. Kind of intimidating sometimes when you think of it. Am i ready for the number? or it's a just a number. Try to get to my brain and restore that this is the new beginning but somehow it doesn't get through...i wonder? Maybe it wasn't meant to be...


have a quite interesting day today...Started off the morning with a text from my family and my parents...later in the morning AMAN stick up the birthday card up my mirror. Thanks AMAN. Before i'm off to class (BTW, i skipped 2 classes in the morning...hahaha) i received a card form IZY (which gonna be old in the next couple of days...28th October) from Belfast. Got myself to Anatomy lab for a piece of brain (u can't believe how complicated it is...) and then i found myself in the a dysfunctional lecture of Behavourial Science...huhu. This year was quite different from any other year...receive quite a lot of birthday wishes...It's so sweet of you guys !!! Thanks so much guys. Went to Sarinah's place for a open house and there i been presented with a choir of birthday anthem by the girls...thank you !!


Just a couples of minutes ago..AMAN and RAZAK (my fellow housemates...luv u guys) got me a cake(well not really a cake...but it was brilliant...i've always know that i'm living with brilliant people)...then Rafiq came to have a taste of my rendang and nasi dagang (Ajak yg masak...)

So far my day has been great...but the weather...it was so depressing !!! raininig like the cloud has suck the whole lot of the ocean...you'll believe me when you got yourself here like.

Lastly...i would like to say my highest prayer to Allah SWT for another year..to my family and friends...you guys mean a lot to me...Perhaps the next year would be a lot brighter and welcoming.

Selamat Hari Raya...Maaf Zahir Batin

Things just don’t get better…I wonder?

Salaam everybody…it has been a long time my friends…life has never been different to me. But it has never got me bored as everyday is full of memories and bitter, bitchy experience. Seem to be occupied lately with couples of things.

But let’s start with September:

• With full of distress gesture, I have to leave home after 3 good months of rest and having sun having over my head. I (or we) had a very doomed start in KLIA as all of us (well…not exactly all) have extra baggage in their possession. So, we have to unload some of our bags and then check in. It’s a bit frantic as everyone screaming for an extra room for their stuff. But in the end, we managed. After having to cross over 8,077.83 miles to the other side of the world, everyone seem to be tired and excited (somehow it appeared…) and ALHAMDULILAH I got in front of my 78 HP door at 3 o’clock in the morning. Aman was already here.

• Starting a second medical year (comprehend as 3^rd year in Galway)? It starts off kind of slow and boring, but as we proceed there’s a lot than what you anticipated. Things just got crazier. I’ve been bombarded with thousand of drugs name in pharmacology, peculiar terms in Neuroanatomy, and dreadful small printed slides in neurophysiology yet awful mind-numbing lecture in Behavioral science. But, there is something that I want to prove this year…and I hope this year is going to be a better year for me and all my friends.

• Time flies…September ends beautifully. No horrific blunders. Period.

• Hatred…seems to grow in me. I once heard people said that a person can be different from what we know they are. So I suppose, a person can be different back then and now. It just sad. It’s not that easy to make up for the unheard calls. It takes million bricks of sorry and full tank of humbleness. When will people learn? I wonder…?

October rise and shine…:

• Kick off October (September actually…) with RAMADHAN…hmmm…everyday life seems to be different…but it’s fun. With new beginning, life seems simple enough for now. My Ramadhan this year are different from any other year. By now, couples days left…hmmm…nothing change yet still.

• ONE DAY NATIONAL FAST…hmmm…it’s the biggest thing that I ever coordinate in my whole life…and it takes another enlighten down on my forehead before I can ever volunteer to organized something like this. Some people will read this with a smiling face…are you? Hahaha…again…I’m Qamarul as people know me…stone cold bitch…I don’t really mind cause I’m one…but given that my enemy/nemesis cross me and shove their hands up my chin…I hate when people benefits from other people misery…(as in the last post). It’s not fair like. I HATE THAT!!!!. To anybody who don’t work with me and the rest of the crew during last 18^th and 19^th of October for ODNF and yet still come to the dinner reception and suck up all the food…I wish you a very happy life and may you learnt something out from it…if you forget what is your wrongdoing …you are the STUPIDEST person on earth…and you can go buried yourself! BODOH!!!! I know it’s RAMADHAN…but I can’t take this anymore…its killing me…so now you know…I wonder?

• 21^st birthday coming up…don’t know if I’m strong enough to live another day? Don’t know still what I’ve got will be enough to put me in heaven. Happy birthday to AARON and IZY....may u guys have a wonderful year..!
  

• RAYA…Selamat Hari Raya…Maaf ZAhir BAtin…