hi,
this is all so crazy, i got 5 days before my MCQs and here i am at home doing nothing ! This is so not me ! Exam is in 4 months and i wanna be great ! but nothing i do these days would make it that. I wanna get this exams over soon !
Sunday, December 06, 2009
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Salam
hello,
im back ! after long exam + summer hiatus. Im doing good. Im back on this land for my final year of medical education ! before we get morbid thinking of the prospect of this year, i think it's better to go back in time.
i PASSED my exams ! im happy with the result - heart pounding moment with Rafiq and Intan in transit time at Dubai Airport. Alhamdulillah ~ Astafirullahalazim !
SUMMER was great fun !
JUNE - after finished with exams - i stayed here in Galway to do my elective attachement. I choose to do haematology. It was good apart from palpitations during clinic hour ! prof could ask me what my name is and i wouldnt be able to answer !!! that's how bad it is at time. But i ended the attachment on a good note with prof !! so im happy. VOLVO ocean race was good too. The weather is UNreal !! but loved it. The 7 of us flocked to PARIS !!! I LOVE PARIS - WE HAD A GREAT TIME ! Again the weather was UNreal ! then we left for Malaysia.
JULY - stayed at Rafiq to do another month of elective. Simply put - we went for 3 weeks (15 days). But really - i went for 7 days/15 days. No comment ! met the other geng there too. Rafiq drove every morning. We also did couple of detour on the way back. Hospitality at Rafiq's residence - it's 1st class ! loved it. feels like i was part of the family. Rafiq's parents and Husnas was SUPER ! WE convoy to the north to attend Aiyad's Wedding and we proceed to Langkawi ! IT was great great great FUN !
AUGUST - Olan was here. He flew from China to Visit. REDANG !! Yeah...REDANG. Decided that i dont like snorkeling ! just dont like it. Like the beach though. VERY relaxing. Then i stayed at home most of the time. Was out with NASH like all the time. We are like the movies hunters ! hahahah..then come ramadhan. My first ramadhan at home since 2005. It was a blessing ! enjoyed every seconds of it.
oooo...how much i missed the time that has passed. Here i am for my finals ! Let's pray and work for the best friends !
Raya is coming soon !
XXX
im back ! after long exam + summer hiatus. Im doing good. Im back on this land for my final year of medical education ! before we get morbid thinking of the prospect of this year, i think it's better to go back in time.
i PASSED my exams ! im happy with the result - heart pounding moment with Rafiq and Intan in transit time at Dubai Airport. Alhamdulillah ~ Astafirullahalazim !
SUMMER was great fun !
JUNE - after finished with exams - i stayed here in Galway to do my elective attachement. I choose to do haematology. It was good apart from palpitations during clinic hour ! prof could ask me what my name is and i wouldnt be able to answer !!! that's how bad it is at time. But i ended the attachment on a good note with prof !! so im happy. VOLVO ocean race was good too. The weather is UNreal !! but loved it. The 7 of us flocked to PARIS !!! I LOVE PARIS - WE HAD A GREAT TIME ! Again the weather was UNreal ! then we left for Malaysia.
JULY - stayed at Rafiq to do another month of elective. Simply put - we went for 3 weeks (15 days). But really - i went for 7 days/15 days. No comment ! met the other geng there too. Rafiq drove every morning. We also did couple of detour on the way back. Hospitality at Rafiq's residence - it's 1st class ! loved it. feels like i was part of the family. Rafiq's parents and Husnas was SUPER ! WE convoy to the north to attend Aiyad's Wedding and we proceed to Langkawi ! IT was great great great FUN !
AUGUST - Olan was here. He flew from China to Visit. REDANG !! Yeah...REDANG. Decided that i dont like snorkeling ! just dont like it. Like the beach though. VERY relaxing. Then i stayed at home most of the time. Was out with NASH like all the time. We are like the movies hunters ! hahahah..then come ramadhan. My first ramadhan at home since 2005. It was a blessing ! enjoyed every seconds of it.
oooo...how much i missed the time that has passed. Here i am for my finals ! Let's pray and work for the best friends !
Raya is coming soon !
XXX
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Thursday, May 07, 2009
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
Don't Let Me Stop You
Hi kors !
hope everyone is doing well and happy ! I leave it too long now this time again ! malas...
Anyway, busy busy busy since March, im on exam streak since but alhamdulillah i managed to get it all done so far now. Obs N gynae done, peads out of the way, psych half way over, GP the-'joke'-MCQ done ! few more to go then, im free for the summer !
Looking forward to it.
This is the cycle every year and im glad that i walked it gracefully everytime, no emotional breakdown ! yea ! Ish is very supportive (or sometimes break the 11th hour rules ! otherwise she is brilliant). To aman, rafiq, amira and belle thank you so much for whatever in the world, i owe u guys a lot !! All the good times !! hopefully more to come !! all the gemuk jokes - I mean it !! so lets all get kurus ok !! Purge purge kalau tak kurus pun tak guna !! hahahaha
Something we just can make up our mind about it. There is so many things running in my head. I cannot even tell. Im sorry. Whatever it is..dont let me stop you, as far as i'm your concern, u are one person too. So it's as important as i want and what you want ! it's difficult ! Im sorry
Did i tell i wanna be an obstetrician ! ha ! yeah ! i wanna be that ! But none of my girlfriends want to consult me ! hmm...hahahaha
On general ground, my life has been great (even with exams) for the last 3 months ! When u put it in words it's actually longer than i thought it was, but let's hope for tomorrow ! so all of us can ramble about anything.
XXX
bd out !
"Love me now, love me never, but if you love me, love me forever"
hope everyone is doing well and happy ! I leave it too long now this time again ! malas...
Anyway, busy busy busy since March, im on exam streak since but alhamdulillah i managed to get it all done so far now. Obs N gynae done, peads out of the way, psych half way over, GP the-'joke'-MCQ done ! few more to go then, im free for the summer !
Looking forward to it.
This is the cycle every year and im glad that i walked it gracefully everytime, no emotional breakdown ! yea ! Ish is very supportive (or sometimes break the 11th hour rules ! otherwise she is brilliant). To aman, rafiq, amira and belle thank you so much for whatever in the world, i owe u guys a lot !! All the good times !! hopefully more to come !! all the gemuk jokes - I mean it !! so lets all get kurus ok !! Purge purge kalau tak kurus pun tak guna !! hahahaha
Something we just can make up our mind about it. There is so many things running in my head. I cannot even tell. Im sorry. Whatever it is..dont let me stop you, as far as i'm your concern, u are one person too. So it's as important as i want and what you want ! it's difficult ! Im sorry
Did i tell i wanna be an obstetrician ! ha ! yeah ! i wanna be that ! But none of my girlfriends want to consult me ! hmm...hahahaha
On general ground, my life has been great (even with exams) for the last 3 months ! When u put it in words it's actually longer than i thought it was, but let's hope for tomorrow ! so all of us can ramble about anything.
XXX
bd out !
"Love me now, love me never, but if you love me, love me forever"
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Lovely
hey,
Lovely day to see you again. Nothing much happening for the last week except for an exceptional drama. Broken Hearted Girl. They went to the Love Island and they got LOST. The Boy becomes the Other and the Girl left. The story was written on the Facebook wall and Blogdrive. *sigh* ~FIN~
Happy birthday Yong and Ammar. Hope you guys like the card ! Love u guys..Forever & Always.
I was in Ennis for the last 2 weeks...well 6 days to be exact. Did plenty of work, chat to lovely old folks. Sad. I hope i will have a good life. Psych doesn't really interest me much. So far i breeze it just fine. Roisin's Dad was so lovely, he's nice. Manage to kicked myself out of bed every morning to catch the early bus for the 6 days. I'm proud of myself.
Was chatting to Ila. She's getting engage in March, or possibly May. Congratulations. Ko kawin dulu dari aku ngan Sham. Well, ko perempuan pun ! haha. I still remember our teenage years together, the 3 of us. So many stories. Why do we grow up so fast. Tak leh main masak masak ! Fav menu - Nasi Goreng Kampung + Tempoyak + Air Kiwi ! hahaha. I miss that so much.
Seems like everyone is getting hitch ! Anak makcik ni, anak makcik tu ! My mom wont stop ! God ! =[
Oh ya, bought my ticket going home. 26th Jun is The Day.
See ya soon
bd out
XXX
"If someone you love hurts you cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it"
Lovely day to see you again. Nothing much happening for the last week except for an exceptional drama. Broken Hearted Girl. They went to the Love Island and they got LOST. The Boy becomes the Other and the Girl left. The story was written on the Facebook wall and Blogdrive. *sigh* ~FIN~
Happy birthday Yong and Ammar. Hope you guys like the card ! Love u guys..Forever & Always.
I was in Ennis for the last 2 weeks...well 6 days to be exact. Did plenty of work, chat to lovely old folks. Sad. I hope i will have a good life. Psych doesn't really interest me much. So far i breeze it just fine. Roisin's Dad was so lovely, he's nice. Manage to kicked myself out of bed every morning to catch the early bus for the 6 days. I'm proud of myself.
Was chatting to Ila. She's getting engage in March, or possibly May. Congratulations. Ko kawin dulu dari aku ngan Sham. Well, ko perempuan pun ! haha. I still remember our teenage years together, the 3 of us. So many stories. Why do we grow up so fast. Tak leh main masak masak ! Fav menu - Nasi Goreng Kampung + Tempoyak + Air Kiwi ! hahaha. I miss that so much.
Seems like everyone is getting hitch ! Anak makcik ni, anak makcik tu ! My mom wont stop ! God ! =[
Oh ya, bought my ticket going home. 26th Jun is The Day.
See ya soon
bd out
XXX
"If someone you love hurts you cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it"
Monday, February 02, 2009
Happy Birthday Mak ! ♡ ♡ ♡
Assalamualaikum,
Off the phone my Mak wishing her a very special 60th birthday ! Sorry i can't be there...i love u forever and always !
I miss you everyday, counting days to see you again ! Hope you have a great day !
*i remember one morning, it was 6.30 in the morning and i was only 7 years old (Darjah 1)...getting ready to school, then i realised that i haven't finished my homework..YOU make me do it then in my underwear ! and of course i was crying...LOL...in yellow lighting in sitting room...vividly i remember
*i remember you stayed all night on that horrible bangku/i dont even know how to describe that chair in Hospital Ipoh waiting for me to get cut for my appendicitis ! and Abah bring me mashed potato from KFC...
*i remember u always do my order when we eat outside
mak-kid, kamu nak makan ape ? nak makan nasi putih ke nak makan lain ?
Q - nak yang biasa je...
mak-adik, kuehteow goreng satu ek, tak mau kerang ngan air tembikai
there's so many things in the world...i still want you ! LOVE YOU A LOT !
Selamat Hari Jadi !
XXX
"All I am or can be I owe to my Mother" - it's hardly an exaggeration...=)
Off the phone my Mak wishing her a very special 60th birthday ! Sorry i can't be there...i love u forever and always !
I miss you everyday, counting days to see you again ! Hope you have a great day !
*i remember one morning, it was 6.30 in the morning and i was only 7 years old (Darjah 1)...getting ready to school, then i realised that i haven't finished my homework..YOU make me do it then in my underwear ! and of course i was crying...LOL...in yellow lighting in sitting room...vividly i remember
*i remember you stayed all night on that horrible bangku/i dont even know how to describe that chair in Hospital Ipoh waiting for me to get cut for my appendicitis ! and Abah bring me mashed potato from KFC...
*i remember u always do my order when we eat outside
mak-kid, kamu nak makan ape ? nak makan nasi putih ke nak makan lain ?
Q - nak yang biasa je...
mak-adik, kuehteow goreng satu ek, tak mau kerang ngan air tembikai
there's so many things in the world...i still want you ! LOVE YOU A LOT !
Selamat Hari Jadi !
XXX
"All I am or can be I owe to my Mother" - it's hardly an exaggeration...=)
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
fall u Coin on the right side...please
hi,
started on my psych rotation in Ennis today...well..it was a long day..but everybody is very nice and kind. Reminded me of The Moy View Practice - the best GP in the world - so i was telling everybody ! LOL. Started really really early in the morning. Get out from the house to catch the bus at 8.05 am + with power walk ! im not really a morning person ! we'll see how do i get on for the next 2 weeks..lucky enough i dont have anythin on tomorrow hence the late night posting !
they all buzzing about ticket going home...guess better spend it now rather than later...
things are going up hill since last time i even remember things are good. i think. im grateful. Hope things gets better. Im excited to go home ! hope that i become a haematologist (ish....) in June ! + research too...*not so exciting* *slowly clapping*
depressed depressed depressed is The Word for this week..enough of it already !
cheer up will you !
you're so depressed !
bd out
XXX
started on my psych rotation in Ennis today...well..it was a long day..but everybody is very nice and kind. Reminded me of The Moy View Practice - the best GP in the world - so i was telling everybody ! LOL. Started really really early in the morning. Get out from the house to catch the bus at 8.05 am + with power walk ! im not really a morning person ! we'll see how do i get on for the next 2 weeks..lucky enough i dont have anythin on tomorrow hence the late night posting !
they all buzzing about ticket going home...guess better spend it now rather than later...
things are going up hill since last time i even remember things are good. i think. im grateful. Hope things gets better. Im excited to go home ! hope that i become a haematologist (ish....) in June ! + research too...*not so exciting* *slowly clapping*
depressed depressed depressed is The Word for this week..enough of it already !
cheer up will you !
you're so depressed !
bd out
XXX
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
I'm fucked up !
One can only hope that their past stay in the box behind the closet ! But it's not the choice to make. Things are meant to be. It's how life teaches you a LESSON.
I feel hopeless now. I know now, if things are not yours..it will never be yours. And God have no mercy !
I'm truly sorry. Im really really sorry
I kills me not to be able to talk to my Abah and Mak now this second. Dont want them to worries. I hate this...hope i sleep it over.
Maybe i need to talk to them...Olan ? He's far away...and he knows...LOML
Wish everything turn out ok..that's the only wish...
Im truly sorry..im really really sorry
in trouble at 1 pm in the morning..nobody to talk to..to cry to..to call..it really sucks ! believe me
XXX
"The soul would have no rainbow had the eyes no tears"
so I'm crying to sleep...
I feel hopeless now. I know now, if things are not yours..it will never be yours. And God have no mercy !
I'm truly sorry. Im really really sorry
I kills me not to be able to talk to my Abah and Mak now this second. Dont want them to worries. I hate this...hope i sleep it over.
Maybe i need to talk to them...Olan ? He's far away...and he knows...LOML
Wish everything turn out ok..that's the only wish...
Im truly sorry..im really really sorry
in trouble at 1 pm in the morning..nobody to talk to..to cry to..to call..it really sucks ! believe me
XXX
"The soul would have no rainbow had the eyes no tears"
so I'm crying to sleep...
Monday, January 19, 2009
Clean Linen
Hola,
Spring is not exactly around the corner (defo not with the ribut badai outside). This must be one of the boring weekend. Nothing to do..takleh shopping !!?? yeke..well..there's online shopping..=))
Tidying up my room...totally need sorting out and some clean linen...
Life's good. Lari lari atas treadmill tp tak sakit kaki..and the cookies Raf + I baked was TDF xlnt !!
Call my Mak and Abah, Baya and Angah, Athirah and Alya (tu, wa, ga, pat, ma, nam, juh, pan, ilan, uluhhhhhh) haha..
Hey u in China..make sure ur ears doesn't fall off ! not so U-R-A-Q-T
Some people need to G-A-L !!! pulangkan sudu kat dapur !! t*at !
Happy birthday Baya !
Happy birthday Qayyim ! p/s - andak tak tahu nak explain apa beza syarikat ngan masyarakat ? LOL
Happy birthday friends !!
tt4n
bd out !
XXX
"If you judge people, you have no time to love them"
Spring is not exactly around the corner (defo not with the ribut badai outside). This must be one of the boring weekend. Nothing to do..takleh shopping !!?? yeke..well..there's online shopping..=))
Tidying up my room...totally need sorting out and some clean linen...
Life's good. Lari lari atas treadmill tp tak sakit kaki..and the cookies Raf + I baked was TDF xlnt !!
Call my Mak and Abah, Baya and Angah, Athirah and Alya (tu, wa, ga, pat, ma, nam, juh, pan, ilan, uluhhhhhh) haha..
Hey u in China..make sure ur ears doesn't fall off ! not so U-R-A-Q-T
Some people need to G-A-L !!! pulangkan sudu kat dapur !! t*at !
Happy birthday Baya !
Happy birthday Qayyim ! p/s - andak tak tahu nak explain apa beza syarikat ngan masyarakat ? LOL
Happy birthday friends !!
tt4n
bd out !
XXX
"If you judge people, you have no time to love them"
Saturday, January 10, 2009
what ever...
hola
just a quick one !! I was nothing but nice to you...i sit beside you on xmas eve even when u being shady ! you are slut, but still i did not split...i had enough of your hot and cold !
so long !
u r really a piece of work !
effing u !
"i want nobody, nobody but you but definitely not YOU !"
just a quick one !! I was nothing but nice to you...i sit beside you on xmas eve even when u being shady ! you are slut, but still i did not split...i had enough of your hot and cold !
so long !
u r really a piece of work !
effing u !
"i want nobody, nobody but you but definitely not YOU !"
Friday, January 09, 2009
OH SKEE..XOXO
Hola,
The misery has ended, here today for me at least (all my prayers to GAZA) @ 1300 hour. The 3 hours OSCE finally out of the way ! yeah..congrats to all ! Tak kisah la, miss splenomegaly ke, murmur ke, tak nampak scar ke ? sebut "there is no remarkable findings on examination" ke even the child is obviously sick ! haha..
It's definitely fun and memorable experience ! pump cuff blood pressure sampai tercabut la..hmm...sore finger from BM and the OSCAR goes to The-man-with-headache-with-marital-problem-tp-taknak-cakap !!! LOL
learning points - febrile seizure does not cause brain tumour mum ! =)
moving on psychiatric...we'll see
Have this weekend to myself ! Don't have any plans ! That's good ! Dessert party maybe ? maybe not ?
Anyway, enjoy the weekend ! I dont know that u're a SL*T !!
bd out !
XXX
"I want nobody, nobody but YOU" -credit to Nash-
The misery has ended, here today for me at least (all my prayers to GAZA) @ 1300 hour. The 3 hours OSCE finally out of the way ! yeah..congrats to all ! Tak kisah la, miss splenomegaly ke, murmur ke, tak nampak scar ke ? sebut "there is no remarkable findings on examination" ke even the child is obviously sick ! haha..
It's definitely fun and memorable experience ! pump cuff blood pressure sampai tercabut la..hmm...sore finger from BM and the OSCAR goes to The-man-with-headache-with-marital-problem-tp-taknak-cakap !!! LOL
learning points - febrile seizure does not cause brain tumour mum ! =)
moving on psychiatric...we'll see
Have this weekend to myself ! Don't have any plans ! That's good ! Dessert party maybe ? maybe not ?
Anyway, enjoy the weekend ! I dont know that u're a SL*T !!
bd out !
XXX
"I want nobody, nobody but YOU" -credit to Nash-
Thursday, January 01, 2009
two thousand nine
Hola,
Happy new year everybody ! Bon Annee ! hope all of will have a great year. Good times, X bad times ! let's all tell no lies to anybody. Say good things to people. Actually treat people well. (wawawawawawa.....)
let's SLOW down a bit OK ! jgn rush2 sangat ! nanti cepat tua ! =P
Q - quiet when u have nothing to say
A - Abah, i miss u
M - Mak, miss u too
A - Amar, moggy la tukar tukar course !
R - redux all the good things been done ! **wink
bd out !
XXX
"Cheers to a new year and another chance for us to get it right"
Happy new year everybody ! Bon Annee ! hope all of will have a great year. Good times, X bad times ! let's all tell no lies to anybody. Say good things to people. Actually treat people well. (wawawawawawa.....)
let's SLOW down a bit OK ! jgn rush2 sangat ! nanti cepat tua ! =P
Q - quiet when u have nothing to say
A - Abah, i miss u
M - Mak, miss u too
A - Amar, moggy la tukar tukar course !
R - redux all the good things been done ! **wink
bd out !
XXX
"Cheers to a new year and another chance for us to get it right"
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